I start this post with the quote that is on the main picture. I love this quote it has so much meaning for me, especially recently. I feel like this semester, my second year as an Assistant Professor has been full of setbacks................ as in things don't progress as fast as I want them to. I am still learning, I can not do everything, I do not know everything, I don't claim to and to be honest, I am irritated daily by people that think they 'know it all'. Most of the time I hold my peace, sit back and hope that they become 'grounded' again and fall back into reality. I am in no way saying that I do not sometimes fall into this category, but I hope that I can remain grounded and learn from these experiences.
In addition to being an Assistant Professor I qualified for 'World Championships' in Half Ironman, which is coming up really soon. This is my second time, but this time has been a challenge for me because I am constantly in conflict with what comes first....... is it me, my work, my training or my relationship. Athletes are extremely selfish people, especially endurance athletes, they are happy to be alone!!!..... for a reason, but at some point you will realize that 'Life' is so much bigger than you are and your priorities begin to change. I love what I do, and I am thankful to be surrounded by people that share similar interests and give me immense support.
When you live each day racing against the clock to find time that isn't there, it is easy to lose yourself. Last night I was hit with sad news about an old friend of mine. Because of careers, relationships and life changes we don't always get to see or speak to our friends or family as often as we would like (mainly because of that race against the clock). Or maybe your priorities shifted too much in one direction............. but it doesn't stop you caring or continuing to think about them. If you find yourself suddenly 'brought back down to reality' thats ok....... reach out, lend a hand, share a smile, give a hug............ I believe my friend will be ok, she is a young, strong healthy beautiful woman and when I find myself struggling I will think once again about people that have a much bigger task that finishing a Half Ironman...... or completing some research or writing a paper and remember 'its so much bigger than that'.
